This is a post after a while.
After around four months.
A lot had happened since then. But nothing that could bring a smile or a sigh of relief. Each day had been worse than the day before.
It seems as if worst is not over yet.
There is an uneasy calm. Some sort of eerie quietness. As if it is brewing some storm.
But why is it that I am having these negative thoughts? Why am I being so pessimistic? But then, being optimistic till now had been any good for us? Didn't it only bring disappointment? Didn't we feel let down?
If one is at the top, the only way is to go is down below. But if one is already at the bottom, the only way to go is up above. I think our nation is at the bottom right now. If I am being pessimistic, any step towards the only available way would be a welcome relief.
However, one can choose to stay at the bottom. This would be too bad. But then, what if we decided to make the bottom deeper!!!
That's even worse!!!
